Juvenile, the way lips wet the knuckle, how beak and feather fetch laughter from my
pit, when the weight of legs are no longer freeing. It must be youth that purloins woe
from my pores, folding skin over into a page of names. Finger to cheek and, foreign to my
own texture, I mistake feeling for touching. A dip above the jaw reminds me of a greeting
departed into absence; vowels trickle into open air, riding the draft of a breath and a half until
pavement bites mouth. Goodbye becomes native tongue, making loss the easiest part of remembrance
because when sunset tucks her legs onto the highway, I admit I donβt miss the sound of anything,
I loathe the creases. Endless: remains flaked onto a scalp of tendrils and stalks of childhood, time
for embrace, bracing for the time my hands grasp an absent body. Let me tell you a story of recovery.
Mother melted gold into my ears each night, our pores would overflow in the morning onto
tile floors. Once noon hit kitchen counter, her hands, blistered red, would collect the aureate into a sigh.